Reaching an Intellectual Peak

I used to blog a while back, when I thought I had something interesting to say.
Now I've decided that in fact I don't.
So, I shall keep doing it.


I realise the other day, at the tender age of 18ish, that in fact I, possibly like many others, have in fact reached the absolute peak of my intellect.
I realised the difference between learning and developing.
I realise, that I can now learn things.
I can understand, and comprehend things.

But my mind, or my brain, or whatever the case may be,
where my intellectual development takes place, had now plateaued.

I no longer feel that Aha! or that voila! moment, that I once felt years ago
when things connected, and things were undiscovered
And how that developed into exploration.

Now, there's no mystery left in my mind
Which leaves no mystery in the world

Now, I feel like my sense of understanding is not going to be improving any more

My mind is as open and grown as possible
Now, it's just a sponge
Taking in information, understanding and comprehending it.
It is no longer that wobbly little thing in my head
A few nuggets short of a happy meal...

There is no natural growth, only manufactured expansion.

This is the smartest I'm going to be.